simin ):

2009-04-03T23:39:00.009+08:00

MIA for 2 weeks and more! O.O

Maybe i shall use proper English and a bit of singlish. :x

nvm, i shall have a very long post.
26 March 2009, Thursday

FINALLY have practical alr!
WOOHOO! HAHA.
Made pancakes, and this is about the 2hour lesson.
It will be very 'interesting' listening to me talking behind Si Hui's back.
Oh, I feel so guilty..

Never mind, as I was saying..
Ms Cheng briefed us on how to make the pancakes.
Then En Ru told me that she doing with Rachel because I partner with Si Hui in the coursework.
So we had to switch so that we can 'familiarise' which i think have no use. -.-

As in change to our partners for the practical exam coming soon.
So she went to melt the butter.
But she don't know how to. -.-

Had to pour away and melt again.
Ms Cheng then realised that we have to melt ANOTHER portion.
She ask me take over. Hmph, WASTE TIME.
Did all the flipping and stuff.
She did the washing.

For the FIRST time I think, I never have to wash so many utensils!
Lol. So she say want to try. I let her, she don't know and don't dare try. -.-
So pathetic. But I think I very bad to her also. ;x
Don't care about her anymore. Have lots of things to say.

Then Maths, Chinese.
Science was fun! I love chemistry.
All those pouring and chemical stuff is sooooo interesting. :D
CME just talk I think. Then Ms Tan go through with us on the Boyce and Bill play.

For the FIRST time again, I think I very attentive in Literature class. :D
So satisfied. :D I never sleep or what, just take down notes, but got talk too. Hehe.

That was Calvin Nisban's birthday too? O.O

27 March 2009, Friday

It was Lin Jun Jie's birthday right? O.O
Chinese and English lesson and recess.
History lesson was OK. Got back quiz.
I always very excited/nervous when come to taking back results.

I got 7.5/23 which was still a fail.
I thought I will get 3. -.-
Because I anyhow do.
SEQ and SBQ I got 8/12
The one on the Vices and stuff.
Quite good for me alr.
I didn't expect much.

Art is like shit. What black square? Damn it.
CO again. Forgot what alr.

Saturday, 28 March 2009

Stella's birthday.
Went for CO
Mummy went for talk.
Saw milk!
Went for piano.
Learnt new piece.
Not much progress. ):
Scolded by Mummy in car.
Went to woodlands for lunch.
Went to send my relative to bishan.
Went to pray offerings to grandfather.
Went to AMK hub.
Bought 2 T-shirt.

1 converse, 1 from pepper plus.
Went to Fairprice with them.
Ate dinner at the hawker centre.
Went home.
They didn't allow me to go for revision on Sunday.

Ask me to stay at home to revise myself.
Hmph.
So lousy need help from others how to revise myself?
Told elaine and joelle.
Elaine called, i cried.
Organise things and slept.

*Short post.

Sunday, 29 March 2009

Woke up at 9.
Started reivising for Maths.
Did revision very slowly.
Ate lunch.
See brother play maple for 2 hours.
*He played for like 3 or 4 hours.

Sms-ed Wei Ling (reply).
Father saw.
Kept quiet.
*He was mopping the floor then.
Continued revision at 4.
*Because I slack.

Wei Qing sms about the PE project.
Replying him while getting a drink.
Daddy saw, confiscated.
Blamed me for using phone all the time.
I snatched with him.

He more strength, I lose lor.
Drank water, lock myself in study room.
He shouted at me.
Stormed into the room to scold me.
I looking on the floor while he talking to me.
He say I sleeping. -.-
Slapped/beat me because I talk back.
*Using the manual hand plastic fan. Those given on family day/national day.

Slept and did Maths. Repeatedly.
Ate dinner. Bathe. Slept and did Maths. Slept.

*Short description because I'm lazy and dont't want to talk more. Just frustrating anger(?)

Monday 30 March 2009

What did I do?
STM ~ !
I only remembered got HMT.

Tuesday 31 March 2009

Chong Wei Tek's birthday!
No remedial finally.
Can't seem to remember anything alr.
I finally know how to light up burnsen burner!
I feel so retard.
Met up with my mummy, ah yi and grandmother at JP.
Went home.
Sleep.
Revise.
Had Maths quiz too.

I really want to thank God! <3
continue everything about common test tmr(?)
Byee. zzz
*SHIT! I HAVENT FINISH THEORY! DAMN.

19/03/09 thursday

2009-03-19T21:31:00.003+08:00

CO. one word to describe. sian.
came to sch quite early.
slept in car.

mr wong quite good today. (:
then went to have lunch with shan and yokecheng at jp mac.
went home.
mummy ask me return book for bro.

walk back, dont feel like staying at home, so i go find friends.
then we prank on someone, i feel guilty. :x
sorry. but really, sometimes i cannot stand you.
you are actually a good person if you can change more.

im sorry that i talk behind your back.
i just write this out although i know you wont see one.
sian. practiced piano. (:
use com. alot ppl talk to me. ): busy. then cannot concentrate. :x
until now, havent start homework!

die. i need to finish ALL homework by tmr?!
if not cannot go out. i think i will die.
tmr 5 HOURS of MR WONG/LEE?
nvm, hope time flies quickly for that 5 hours only.

and lucky no more exchange. (:
maybe i going to tjcc on sat? or do finish homework or do finish project.
depends. o.o jieyi is erhu 1 now. (:
lucky not me. nobody willing to change with her. haha. :x
sorry, but mr wong chose you. accept the fact. (:
and JIAYOUS. (:

you can catch up de. (:
i shant be ranting anymore.
byee.

-end of post-

18/03/09 wednesday

2009-03-19T21:30:00.012+08:00

bio. reached sch qutie early.
experiment.
ate hotcakes with eunice, lulu and enru.
talk till 12. met sihui and busstop.

eunice took the same bus as him?!
i so sad! ):
one incident can spoil my mood for the day. ):
seeing him is impt to me! ):

went to interview her grandparents.
i basically ask qn only. (:
she do editing and research all those. :x
went home ard 4 or 5.

slept, then had dinner. ate a little only.
talk with eunice abt someone. :x
for 1-2h? :x
bathe, watch tv. (: sleep.

i only done maths. ):

-end of day-

17/03/09 tuesday

2009-03-19T21:30:00.009+08:00

slack whole day. (: nth to talk abt.

16/03/09 monday

2009-03-19T21:30:00.007+08:00

woke up at 9? very late. brush up and went out.
mummy dont let me bring phone.
so i walked to stadium.
cannot find yishuen. ):
ran 3 rounds only. ):

stamina damn lousy. got stitch.
went home since cannot find her.
when got home, saw msg from her saying " simin, im lost."
i so guilty. ): then waste her money. :x take taxi.
mummy ask me eat lunch at home. waste time.

suppose to meet grp at 11.
but huda also late, she woke up at 10 plus. :x
then took bus there. raining again. -.-

then so slack.
gary wanted to eat mcvalue lunch. cant stand him.
went to eat lunch with them @ burger king.
kaiqin tag along. o.o

went back to library. Lol.
slack. but huda so hardworking.
she did the drawing leh! ):
so went back to JP again.
bengkoon bought me thumbdrive (my birthday present).

went home. watch tv?

-end of day-

15/03/09 sunday

2009-03-16T01:51:00.005+08:00

woke up at 9. tired. then mummy dont let me go sports fest. ):
so i angry and sad. i go cry in room. :x
i know i baby lah. T.T

then i thought of going till 2 or 3 then meet them.
cos my family, aunt, grandmother and her friend going to bring me pierce my ears.
they say good occasion. -.-

took mrt with elaine, and twins to tampines.
wore orange. i like very odd one out like that. ):
then i wore fbt inside my pants so that mummy dunnoe. :x
changed, played till very lan.

have to leave at 2? then pamela mummy sent me to mrt. (:
ty mummy. i called her mummy cos thaddeus or elaine or dunnoe who say twins and i look like daughters of pamela? (:
last game i played abit better, but still lan. ):

alot sengkang sec came. so pro. either is basketball/volleyball/netball.
dont like competitive ppl. then got two guys quite tall and handsome.
not the time to look at them, but their skills super good. i think is basketballer.
sian. then thaddeus, timothy, wenyong and dunnoe who quite good too. (:

pohchoo and pamela very good also. (:
elaine good catcher. (:
twins did quite good. (:
did i miss anyone out?
sorry if i did. :x
only i did the worst. so damn lousy. ):

on the way to mrt, mummy tell me cannot be rude or what.
cos siblings will follow. ):
nvm. so met them at 3. :x
very late. raining alr by then.

quite pain. but now better..
went to suntec. -.-
IT fair. damn crowded. bought besta chinese electronic dictionary for cousin, cos shun bian.
$39.90
went to eat. cos i damn hungry, nvr eat breakfast, lunch.
ate at ard 4 or 5. :x

ate chicken baked pasta? $5.80
went to walk ard awhile only. ):
got SP dunnoe what fair.
but maybe next time that shall be my target?

NJC? impossible. JJC? dunnoe. SP? maybe.
then went to buy my watch, UP is 128.
got 10% discount. so is 115.
but jp got 20% discount leh?! 100 only. ):
shldnt have bought it.
and only got one nice one. ):
nvm. (: its in black and abit white. (:

my fav colour are black white and pink. maybe yellow too?
so slept in car while sending them home.
so shiok. (:
went home and watched tv or sth like that.
used com too. :x

I TURNED TAN! WOOTS! (:

14/03/09 saturday

2009-03-16T01:50:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER(DIDI) AND ZILIA.

went to sch early. bus to RP, quite fast.
briefing, rehearsal for several times.
we were in dressing room.
like hotel. (:
nvr took pictures that day.

got second floor. the way up was scary.
played for like 2 times. :x
freaks out. then alot ppl camwhored.
some chat, like mr wong talk some jokes.
i nvr listen. foot were in pain, then cannot bear. :x

tickets all sold out. but quite alot seats empty? Lol.
nobody saw me bah, i sitting inside. (:
then tired, everybody went home.
family dunnoe how to make their way, waited for damn long. ):

then go home bathe, slp.

nth much though. ):

-end of day-

13/03/09 friday

2009-03-16T00:36:00.008+08:00

13th the friday, was it an unlucky day?
idk. but its ROSHINI's birthday.

PE, its so much better than all those previous lessons.
ran ard basketball court for 3 rounds.
do stretching. then run sch compound.
saw him. (:
when teacher was briefing and we started playing floor ball, i saw him.

dunnoe how play. but ok lah. i prefer running 2.4
can train my stamina. i drop alot liao. ):

then did multiplication and division of algebra?
i dont really remember. kind of have stm? :x

we did the vocab test? i just anyhow do. nvr study. :x
holiday homework need to complete:
complaint letter
mosaic book
grassroots newspaper article

then chinese got teach how to write gong han.
so difficult. slept during lesson? :x
then went for co?

just as usual. sectional.
suddenly IT resource room de electricity break down or what?
shld be fuse lah. so no air con, lights.
have to open windows for air ventilation. Lol.

then got break. (:
weini conduct. -.- went up for debrief or sth.
i think i went home to slp.

slept for 5 hours. cos damn tired. :x
excluding eating + bathing.
then i read finish book go slp.

-end of day-

12/03/09 thursday

2009-03-13T02:44:00.003+08:00

sian. no practical. as others had repeated alot of times, three weeks in a row alr.
and we were all sulking this morning. i was too.
then did the editing of research with sihui.
so unlucky. ):

history managed to be a little interesting.
chinese abit bring lah. i was 'sleeping'. :x
bio just did abit of ending to the module.

ate lunch. went for cme.
alone aft lesson till rehearsal.
so pissed ytd. last min say got rehearsal. wtf lor.
hate that teacher. >(
so pissed and sad today.

so i cried between aft cme and till rehearsal.
then so lame can. shit lor.
so angry and sad. ):
milk, seems far away from me. ):

11/03/09 wednesday

2009-03-13T00:25:00.001+08:00

i stomach pain for the first period which was english. -.-
did practice on how to brainstorm the points for situational writing.
mrs chong ask those ppl who nvr do mind map to complete it outside.
like half of the class gone? looked empty.
didnt eat during recess as usual.

discuss about the newspaper articles. share ideas, work in groups.
did multiplication and division of algebra. quite ok, fun too.
music very slack. but sian. so smelly when we all came in. lucky i got bring deodorant.
Lol, then shawn go spray on his feet. haha.
then actually want to skip cca but to think of it, like very bad. so i went.

went home alone. just felt like wanting to be alone suddenly. dunnoe why.
then i slept again.
then use com awhile.
did art and slept.

10/03/09 tuesday

2009-03-11T22:32:00.003+08:00

tired during the first two lessons.
then i did finish the seq ques just in time. (:
art was ok.. havent do finish the design of cover page.
just abit. assembly talk abt CT 1 results.

saw milk. walk to canteen with eunice. before remedial just walk ard.
saw milk several times. (:
so happy. then went home. ):

want to practice actually but mummy ask me go do theory.
Lol. then got do some homework lor. talk on the phone with eunice. (:
then i go pack bag, read abit manga(shan) , go sleep.
quite late alr. so next day very tired. :x

basically, whole day on milk. Lol.
a short post for tuesday.

09/03/09 monday

2009-03-10T01:31:00.009+08:00

Anyone still wants to buy tickets?
Cultural night: My song my story my music?
venue: republic poly
price: $8
time: 7.30pm

brief details only.

today super weird, i dreamt abt sth and i woke up.
so i was early today, suprised.
star wasnt here, class became so quiet? not so noisy.

english was fast, did mosiac and grammar stuff.
bio, i keep dozing off, but not so often. :x
i ate during recess.
gary ask me ques abt milk. -.-
lit class test was terrible. i shall die. ):

no goeg, but got work. hack care, tmr do.
maths nth much. but fun. cos i like maths.
hmt was just going through passage, do zuo ye lor.
i nvr hand in work, die liao.
need find time to do finish asap.
today i very slack, nvr do work.

got co, late come home. daddy send me home.
i slept for 2h, tired.
now posting.
i need revise history! ):
and finish my seq ques.
hate history, boring.

my home econs also havent finish. ):
tmr need find ms cheng, she poor thing sia, got eyebags, i think she really very tired lah.
need rest more, like me. ok, i shall slp now.
i want eat chocolates. ):
i think i got gastric / cramp just now. ):
i want meet up with cg. ):

tmr still need to see the ms seeto.
english remedial so sian, tmr jieyi and arrysa not here too. ):

no time watch boys over flowers or to get her. ):

no more slacking, only can do finish work then watch.
everyday must practice at least 1h of piano, unless come home very late, because of sch.
come home straight, unless got pm/other activities.
cannot attend pm or any activities unless compulsory if its very late.
these are my targets, hope i can promise myself. ):

08/03/09 sunday

2009-03-10T01:17:00.002+08:00

woke up ard 10, see who sms me.
actually going out to celebrate my belated birthday with joelle they all. but we need complete home econs plus got class tests, so nvr go.
kaiqin asked if i want go out, nobody going, very sian.

i remembered that i need to ask sihui do the recipe all those.
called her to meet at library, 2pm.
met kaiqin at 12. went to library, crap abit while doing work.
help her reply aaron. (idk who, Lol. )
all replies so lame one. :x

sihui came, she suddenly so attentive in doing her physics revision worksheet. o.o
go jp eat long john, go gek poh meet family.
i go cut hair, she pei me.
aft that, i walk her home.
i go jp again, buy clips, rubber bands and stuff.

went home, they go buy dinner for me?
i say i eat liao, but they still buy.
but i got finish, bloated liao, ltr i fat. :x

aft all those slackings, i decided to complete my work asap.
do some only, like i did in library.
nvm, i still did some though. (:

btw, i nvr go CO on sat, clash with piano.
they say syf on 22april.
i think im gonna die soon.

07/03/09 saturday

2009-03-10T00:57:00.003+08:00

woke up ard 9.
see, i told you.
practice for half an hour.
i everytime last min practice one. :x

then prepare to leave house at 10.
walk slowly, tired.
no theory do.

did exam pieces, scales, czerny, one of the practice books, aural.
ya, then quite ok lor.
no so bad or good.

then lesson ended.
teacher spoke to mummy abt my progress.
which was like better than the previous weeks?
so mummy saw the notice on bulletin that says the registration for practical in july.

this part made me infuriating. ): + >(
teacher say she thought she gave me the form alr.
but actually is for this year march de.
Rawr, then i need to learn new pieces if i still taking grade 6 next year.

Its like wasting my time and effort.
i spent like 2 years on this?!
which was so long. and now, need to spend one more year to learn. >(
teacher suggest i skip, cos i alr got standard?

shit lah, where got. -.- talk crap. :x
then mummy discuss with me on the way home.
she say dont want me skip.
next year july take grade 6 practical.
next year march take grade 6 theory.

i think i wont get distinction for both. and will only pass. ):
then, she say next year must take grade 7 also?!
wtf, how can i learn so many things in such short period of time.
maybe not short, but very rush.

next year sec 3, flow out lessons maybe till 3.45?
so late leh. plus i so tired. ):
hais, so pekchek. put this subject aside first.

mummy went to buy lunch back.
i go home rest. organise my things first.
abt 3, they going my aunt house.
dont want go, so stay at home.
just happen that it was raining heavily at first, but not ltr.

joelle, jillian, elaine asked if i going for service.
my mummy dont let me go out.
but she passed the key to me, and i can go out.
i very bad right.
but i really want to go for service.

i decided to go in the end, elaine waited for me.
tks! (: my first time going for service in city harvest / church.
nvr been to before. the auditorium so big.
by the time we go in, they were having worship.
i like the worship song, so nice.
then pastor shared with us many things. (:

so cool. i didnt know that much, i went home.
ate some snacks, watch tv, go bathe.
then continue watch tv .
thats how i slack for the whole day. ):

continue story of sunday in the next post.

06/03/08 Friday

2009-03-10T00:46:00.002+08:00

just a very brief post on friday.
pe was muderous can.
did until i got cramps / aches. ):
saw milk.

then so tired.
aft that, everybody wasnt really in the maths mood.
mr ooi still so energetic.
cant he see that we are tired, everytime go through things so fast. ):
sometimes i cannot catch up lor.

then english did the mosiac?
ms zhang nvr check our journals.
chinese just did the new chapt.
nothing liao.

Co was rehersal?
so cool, 3 go back. (:
then very hot, cos my blazer was XS.
so went home early for a friday.

practice piano for 1h.
slept for 1h.
then eat.

so i ask mummy if i can go out.
so i went to cellgroup!
so fun, i cry. hais, i like that one lah.
cos adam and elaine they all said some things which are like describing me.
which they have no intention to. just happen that it describes me.

we chat aft cg. then went home super late.
nvm what, i live quite near thadd house.
abt a 5-15min walk.
thadd sent joelle and jillian home.

their house super near.
thomas, adam, wen yong, pamela went to take mrt home.
elaine and timothy send me home. (:
so nice of them. haha.

wenrui went home earliest. followed by poh choo and xinru.
enru nvr come. ):

then i talk on the phone with joelle till 1.50am ?
Lol, nvm one, i can wake at ard 9 on sat.
used to it liao, no theory to do so can stay up late. :x

end of day.
continue the story of sat on the next post. (:

05/03/09

2009-03-05T23:28:00.002+08:00

Today i so suey sia. ):
So no prectical.
hmph, do the course work, wah sian lah.
sihui everytime choose those difficult dish to cook when i heard that she doesn't know how to.
walao, i so suey sia. i rather do with weiqing. ):

then nvr eat as usual. used to it liao.
then miracle sia.
i nvr sleep in history class!
i so guai, Lol. :x

but in chinese, I dozed off. :x
Lol. biology too, i so attentive leh. (:
Then cme just finish the treasure planet.
realeased early. (:

but milk havent. ):
took bus with weiling and shan.
accompanied shan to jp.
weiling went home.

someone asked we all to do survey.
religon thing.
then we wrote interested in christianity.
she told us abt the bridge story.
which vanes and joelle they all alr told me.

then she asked if we interested to know more about it.
then just agree lor.
then saw eunice and gina!(:
pei shan go buy comics.
go kopitiam eat.

i nvr eat. Lol. Habit liao lah.
Also dont feel hungry.
Used to it le.
went home.

slept, so tired.
then received msg that need bring courtshoes for rehersal tmr?!
walao, inform earlier lah.
Its like 7 plus alr leh.

Then eunice and i go buy.
her parents seem to be so nice. (:
her caar is nice too. Comfy. Lol.
Then we bought those nice one.
Not those old hag wear de. :x
but not sure if can wear anot.

just buy lah. dont care liao.
got shoe can le.
tmr so many things to bring.
lucky no sectional sia.
tired de leh.

so need bring, pe attire, english blue journal, mossiac book (heavy ): ), normal chinese textbook, maths ws or what lah.
and for CO, need to bring erhu, courtshoes, white shirt (for me). then others need bring blazer and file. i lazy bring file. ;x
so damn lah.

i now going to chiong finish my english by today. ):
tmr i think milk will be late. ):
cos cca end late.
then hope tmr can go cellgroup.
and i hope got time practice piano and i need to buy exam papers. oh, im so dead.
exam papers again. damn, im sick of it. ):

and tmr i hope i wont fall asleep in any point of time, except before sch. (:
can sleep in car for awhile if tired. haha.
DIE tmr. DIE on concert. DIE on sat.
i still havent memorize very carefully for the songs!
oh dead. ):

i miss milk. ):
hope he doesnt know it.
i think he is starting to suspect. ):
and hope its not too obvious.

hais, tmr will be a tired day.
and a sad day as usual.
same as today. ):

04/03/09

2009-03-05T00:04:00.006+08:00

Today no mood. ):

did writing for english.
zzz.

geog did the mind map or what?
she was saying that we seperate tables better.
wtf lor, so sian. ):
i dont like seperate. ):

then chinese was just do the newapaper.
maths was algebra.
although it is fun, but confusing!
Rawr. so damn. ):

in music room, so damn smelly. :x
i think is sihui's foot. ;x
omg, i so evil sia.

then mr ooi tell us that our results are terrible.
i agree though.
i fail lit! how pathetic. ):

shocking results is science?
i got A1?!
first A1 leh! (for science)
Lol.
So shocked.

Abit late for CO.
nth much, very fast end liao.
Pei kai qin go mac give ticket to her instructor.
then talk abt milk.

hais, so sad. ):
then she say i skinny?!
Lol. where got? -.-
I so fat lah. still ask me eat more. -.-

Lol. then we ate kfc.
home-ed.
slpet, use com again. ):
watch boys over flowers. (:
the jandi so pityful. ):
touching. (:

tmr i surely very tired de. ):

i'm tired..
boy over flowers is nice. (:
i'm addicted.
i cant slack anymore. ):

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY DWANIVE AND WEN QIAO.

i miss milk. ):
milk makes me happy. (:

03/03/09

2009-03-04T23:41:00.004+08:00

thank you yokecheng, evelyn, yishuen, shan for the presents. (:
the presents are so damn cute.
commented on english essays again?
and i finally managed to finish it in time.
Lol.

Bio was such a bore, mrs ng was fierce. o.o
maybe we wasnt playing much attention?
maybe we were fidgeting and quite annoying?
Lol.

History.. no comments.
as usual, i have the tendency to feel extremely tired in her lesson. ):
maybe i dont like the subject?

art quite interesting, but my sculpture was so terrible. ;x
i'm bad at drawing.
beng koon is good in drawing. (:
i can show you his drawings. nice ones. (:

he's good. so jealous. ;x
assembly was in class.
showed us some videos and need to discuss things.
in the end, teacher lecture us. ):
i feel so guilty.
although i nvr make noise in class.

eng remedial.
so sian.
i do history ws.
zzz.
then lesson ended like so fast man. Lol.
cannot find teacher. RAWR. ):
didnt really care. but i think i'm so dead. ):

saw milk again. Lol.
then star ended early.
So gina and vanes took same bus. (:
But nvr see milk liao. ):

fell asleep as usual. :x
zzz.
slack. ):
i so guilty.
everyday like slack, nvr do anything.
i need to change!
from tmr onwards. ):

2009-03-02T23:01:00.007+08:00

(:
i shall start with a happy face to describe my day.
hmm, today is quite ok lah.
when i reach sch, they were talking about the green bug?
Lol.

I also dunnoe what really happen. :x
So went down for assembly.
Didn't really do much for first two lessons.
Just feel that time flies so fast.

Did the rover job better in biology mini presentation.
Teacher also nvr really teach anything lor.
So sian. ): How we gonna pass our bio?

we were going to com lab 3/4 every now and then.
we went like up and down within this and last week.
Lol.

Ms Tan taught us lit.
she is damn tall and still wears high heels?!
Lol. they say 2nd generation of ms chua.

geog was so damn.
She complained us being so noisy and not paying attention.
when she ask us to answer, we give wrong ans.
she is supposed to correct us, isnt she?
nvm, they were calling her moon face. Lol.
cos her face damn oily, can use as mirror to reflect.

I think she complained to mr ooi?
nvm, i dont mind.
Just saying what others think.
I dont have any comments.

Maths quite fun, but i scared i confused. ):
so hmt lor.
just talk then end lesson. Lol.
raining suddenly. ):

walked to bus stop with enru.
shared umbrella.
lazy bring. ;x
saw venetta. (:

then busstop crowded.
saw milk. Lol.
went to jp as enru go buy new pencil case.

went to joelle's house for pm.
gina and vanes was also there.
then they played there, like choreograph dance with songs.
went home quite late.

so, many ppl wished me a happy birthday!
tks so much guys! (:
and they are:
yokecheng
lulu
enru
vanessa
weiling
eunice
gina
joelle
rachel
shanshan
yishuen
evelyn
and many more

basically those who gave me presents and wish me happy birthday,
i really am so touched.
Lol.
and Thank You! (:

btw, n time and lazy to upload pictures.
next time bah. :x

wah, i damn tired lah.
do compo, zuoye, bio reflection, history and art.
zzz.
tmr i hope i will be more focus and not fall asleep in history. :x

):

2009-03-02T01:36:00.005+08:00

Hais, so late le.
I still havent slp. ):
no mood do homework.
keep procastinating. ):

I suddenly thought of him. :x
You know what his nickname?
Eunice say Milk.
Lol.

Let me see, about 6 ppl know abt Milk thing liao. ):
better not tell or i will kill.
hate is easy, love needs courage.
do i have courage?
nope, i'm very timid. ):

Hais, I cant sell tickets. ):
I cant finish homework.
Life is so boring.
Hope tmr got prayer's meeting.
i want go there play and learn more. (:
i'm so interested.

btw, eunice is giving me a present?
idk what's in the orange box though.
Lol.
And ppl, relink me.
If You want to be linked, please tag.
Ty. (:

BIRTHDAY; 1st MARCH

2009-03-01T23:33:00.005+08:00

o.o
i'm 14.
so old sia. :x

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to WEINI, HUIWEN. (:
and me.

anyways, today morning, eunice called to wish me happy birthday.
tks. (:
and we chat before going out.
Lol.

then i go my ah ma house celebrate.
normal celebration, eat lunch then cake.
chocolate peppermint de. (:

then i watch tv, the boy over flowers or sth?
korean show lah, my aunt got starhub cable mah. ):
then go jp.

play arcade!
the basketball de.
saw weini and friends?
highest score is 513?!
shocked.

went to long john silvers for dinner.
bought the nike waterbottle i used to own.
but is 1litre now! (:
i will cherish it de.
as what mummy had said, its my baobei. (:

and i shall love it wholeheartly.
Lol. lame shit lah.
but in the morning, i abit pissed due to quarrels with mother and brother. ):

but overall, i wld like to thank the following ppl who made my day happy and wish me happy birthday. (:
they are:
shuyu
stephanie chew
weini
melissa
yoke cheng
yishuen
huiwen
peipei
kai qin
eunice
joelle
jillian
diyanah
celine
gina
enru
huiting
siti khadijah
maggie
weiling
wenxin

hehe. (:
that makes me so happy.
and also,
daddy, ah ma, ah gong, xiao gu.
haha.
mummy and brother, pls dont let me feel pissed can. ):
sorry for quarreling too. ):

ok, i shall continue chiong-ing hw. :x
change blogskins ltr.
need to find nice ones. (:

28/02/09

2009-03-01T01:29:00.004+08:00

woke up at 9.
was tired still.
cos i slept late the previous night. :x

got some ques blank.
did finish thoery though.
walk to cc.
piano lesson.

quite ok.
teacher say playing got improve.
but i last minute practice one lor.
Lol.

maybe i 临场表现 quite good.
so can play better. :x
anyways, scales de chromatic scales i no mistakes!
yay, finally something good. -.-
and mummy nvr nag aft lesson.
phew, so lucky.

then went to cousin house.
they got renovation.
cos the building very old?
where? chinatown. -.-
the kreta ayer area?

i nvr help.
i go there watch tv and stone.
until 8 then eat?!
i starving le lor.
lunch eat curry puff nia. -.-

house so messy.
no mood help out.
actually wanted to go out.

the ans was NO again!
wtf, they thought is church event again.
walao, gina bored so wanted to pei her but cannot. ):

wtf, so evil lor.
cannot play com, come back late, go out with friends, talk on phone, listen music.
wtf, everything you control.
i 14 le leh!
you still treat me like kid.

then i wear what you also need give suggestions?!
walao.
no freedom sia.

hate it.
reached home at 9.
now blogging lor.
nth to do although there's piles of homework to be done.
i no mood and lazy k.

tmr no time liao, gotta rush. ):
chiong now.
tmr i going out.

heard that daddy buying watch for me. (:
watch use for 5 years?
spoil liao? ):
idk what to buy.
see first.
going to grandma house?

just a simple celebration as usual.
maybe cannot celebrate with bro on his birthday.
cos got cultural night.
RAWR.
i dont want perform! ):

and who wants tickets?
i cant sell any. ):

Details
Date: 14 March 2009
Venue: Republic Poly
Time: 7pm
Price: $8

please buy from me. ):

27/02/09

2009-03-01T00:52:00.005+08:00

ok, i shall not talk abt the event anymore.
just dont care them.

sports day is damn boring.
i finally got one day can wake up early and leave house early. -.-
but still, we keep walking around during the events.
and ai house won.
was shocked.
O.O

wanted to wait for gg actually.
but just walk with eunice and gina.

walk to mrt.
went to imm.
they ate, i didnt.
aft that, i bought blue coral.
i was damn cold aft drinking it.
went home while they go to find kaiqin.
then i slept for 3h?
cos i was freaking angry.
i cry while sleeping. ):
weird hor?

then i nvr prectice in the end.
my plan was actually practice for like 3h.
then see if can go.

enru is so lucky.
her father agreed to it.
is it that god left me out?
i am always left out.
there's no doubt god wld too. ):
but i wldn't mind.
god can let enru be ungrounded, why cant my parents be more open.
and not to be so religious? ):

nvm, anyways, i slacked the whole night instead of completing theory.
omg, i so bad sia.
but got do a little.

26/02/09

2009-03-01T00:50:00.003+08:00

lessons as per usual.
nothing special?
no cme.
ended early.

went to mac with gary, joe, shawn, eunice, gina, joelle, vanes, enru.
they talk.
sometimes, they were funny but i didnt join in.
i sat there doing nth.
idk why.
dont ask me.
i just dunnoe.
then when abt to leave, it rained heavily.
so they continue talk.
i sat there, waiting for the rain to stop.
then finally, we walked to the bus stop.
shared umbrellas.
i stood there while we were waiting for the bus.

then, i cant control myself and cried.
idk why.
they came and comfort me.

i keep say nth happen.
i just dunnoe what to say.
i just feel so extra.
i dont mind being left out actually.
cos i'm used to it alr. ):

then bus came, so right timing.
then we went to sit upstairs.
i sat alone.
while others sat in the same row.
i quite near and i just look out of the window.
suddenly, they called out to me saying his name. -.-
i was damn paiseh.
he got up on the bus and i told them to shut up.
sorry, i didnt mean to.
i just dont want him to know.

i watched a show.
they said that if you dont confess to the person you like, you may regret your whole life.
because the person may be carrying a torch for you.
you nvr know.
but i know that it will nvr happen to me.

they all went seperate ways home.
but joelle enru and vanes got pm.
so i took same bus as them.
i didnt even bother to say goodbye to them before walking off.
i'm so bad. ):

i reached home, turn out that no one was at home.
i didnt bring phone with me that day.
suey.
i knock door.
no one ans.
bro have cca.
then i no choice.
go vanes house first.
i forgot where she live, but found her house eventually.
attended the pm.
quite interesting though. (:

they prayed for me, tks.
and they told me lots of interesting stories.
which made me believe in god. (:
went home quite late.
shall attend their pm in future.
i shant care abt parents. :x

thats when i told them abt fri's event.
and i got rejected. ):
i was damn angry.
HMPH.

i shall make my posts short and sweet. (:

2009-02-27T23:46:00.000+08:00

i cried.
i hate them.
they ruin my life.
always getting through my privacy.
i'm just like a bird being locked in a cage.
RAWR.

why are they so religious?
last time, they asked if i want to be a christian when i grow up.
then now, they dont allow me to attend church events.
why? and they are so bias.
whatever.

i shant rant abt it anymore.
i will get more angry.
and i have red puffy eyes alr, aft all those cryings.

maybe vanes is right.

"there's always next time.
there is a time for everything.
its all in God's plan,
all in God's timing.
you WILL haf MANY more chances.
but no matter what, God gave us parents to take care of us.
so we must still respect their decision.
maybe sometimes, they haf their reasons.
even if we dun understand them, and find them very unreasonable, but they really love us.
and dont forget!
we love you too!
God loves you even more!!!
so,trust God. he'll let you go for another event.
nothing is impossible with him.
dont cry anymore okay?
if not you are wasting more DIAMONDS!!!"

thats what she told me.
she can be my mother alr, so caring. ;x

but i still am wasting daimonds. :x
i alr wasted so many in my life. ):

2009-02-27T23:42:00.000+08:00

hello all, i created a new blog as the old one was dead.
i think i will only post when i have the time to, or it depends on my mood. (:

i will try to update, k.
pls try to understand that i will be vulgar or moody or sad sometimes.
sry and tks! (: